WHATS BROWN;

aly
annalim
anastasia
celeste
chow
chris
claud
connie
deborahlee
dhini
eunice
grace
guan
hazimah
humairah
jamie bf
jayne
jo
LESSIES
lynnette
mabel
mary
pat
rachel
sam chuii
sam low
sarah
sherry
stacey
tyanne
yanling
yoww

REMNANTS;

PUSH IT.

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

so it was accounts lesson,
and normally id stone fr a moment or two
staring at whats on the whiteboard,
pretending i understand everythg.
and sometimes ms indran would just notice me stoning,
and bend at the level my eye is staring at
and wave at me to see my mind was still on earth,
saying "deborah??are you there?"

and only then i wud realize i was stoning.
so i smiled.
and said yeahh im here.

then with a sudden thought,
i remembered i was thinking of something.
something that gave me a great feeling.
even after so long.

the holding of hands.
the smiles.
the kisses.
the everlasting hugs.
the times i missed you.
the butterflies.rmb?
the badge you put on fr me every mornin.
the running.
the chasing.
the teaching.
the studying.
the cake i baked fr you fr night study.
that night.
those nights.
the mirror where there's the image
of me holding you.
where you'd close your eyes.
the letters.
the tears that only your hugs could make them go away.
the songs we sang.
you never sang.
except once,
at the same pathway,
you had to practice alone just to get ready to sing fr me.
cus i wanted to hear you sing that song you liked.

then i teared.
wiped it off.
and wanted to stop all of it.
the thoughts dissapear.
came back a moment or two,
but i shrugged it off.

its gone now.
i hope.
so let me sing a new love song..
with this shaken voice of mine.

i waited from 10:08 PM

RELIEVE IT;

DEBorahcarmenhoon
15thnovember1990
ijbball
four/five
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